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Mystic Path to Cosmic Power

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 It seems like - to escape our emotions - we turn to mysticism - I did too, once. Especially those of us who were too poor to turn to materialism. I talk to people about the occult/religion/esoteric sciences sometimes, and its like deep down, everyone feels powerless - so they use these avenues to like, get their power back. The thing is, since letting go, I understand so much now, and putting it into words is tedious, sometimes next to impossible. What i've come to understand is that the power that most people want is the power to control others, so that they feel safe. As time rolls and and everything feels more and more uncertain, its like, projection is at an all time high. Its difficult to just hang out and relax with people anymore, everyone is on edge. Christ says where two or more are gathered in my name, there He is. I find that to be the case - but not in a religious way. I guess, if you confess in your heart that he is Lord, once you understand what that means for you -
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Love/Force

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 I've always been suspicious of the word "love". There is something coercive about it. There's something snake-like about it. Like it's not really what it seems. It's not that I don't *feel* what the word is implying for my family or my favorite band. It's just that this feeling doesn't seem to match the way people use the word. The word love seems to hint at other things, like blind loyalty. Like when the word "love" is used, you can justify projection, or you can justify why someone should do what you say, believe what you say or listen to you at all. I don't want to sound bitter or cynical, I'm really not. I've let most of that go - but you know like in Star Wars when they say "use the force" and it's supposed to be this benevolent thing, this thing that saves the universe - (and not that force is good or bad or inherently moral) but the way "they" use it - there's something double handed about i
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Headless Heroes - Blues Run the Game

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Hey I'm not super sure how to word this, it's something I was thinking about recently inspired by the previous post. But I think the kabala Tree of Life is like a mind control map. I have been reading about project monarch/mk ultra for a long time - mostly Fritz Springmeiers work, but also Cathy o brien, and Brice Taylor, Dave McGowan etc....just to say I'm not talking out of my ass. (i was also raised in a semi cult like environment but like who wasnt) Anyway, in Springmeiers work he often talks about how they do Satanic rituals to make alters stick, or even have Christian prayers/characters - really there are all kinds of religious suggestions from different religions to make different alters - anyway, I am wondering if the Kabala Tree of life is like a map with the branches//nodes representing different depths of the mind going further and further down to the core. It seems like this New Age religion is being spread to the masses - and they" also traumatize the mass
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